been thinkin

i'm sure you've been wondering what's been on my mind lately. i'll make a lil' list for your reading pleasure and to make it easier for myself to remember. ha!

1. the fruits of the spirit. and wanting to display them creatively in my home somewhere. so far, i've been cutting apart diaper boxes and painting a word on one piece. we'll see how it turns out.

2. for some reason, the closest starbucks to me is 15 minutes away. and it's in a grocery store. bummer. i can't just drive thru or run in quickly. i guess the gift card i got for christmas will keep on lastin me... that's a blessing. miss my iced coffee, though.

3. audrey looks really cute with FOUR teeth popping through.

4. what life will be like once wedding season hits. end of march. 

5. i feel this weird pressure (?) or... like... rush to be pregnant again. i know, gasp!! i'm not. and i'm enjoying not being. i know i want more babies so i'm like, well just get it outta the way. but truly, there's no rush. enjoy your coffee, mer. 

6. i'm excited to see what our house in the woods will look like when the trees are full again. 

7. there's so many people i love who i don't see, ever. and i am thankful for ways to stay connected. yes, i mean you. 

8. i've been wanting to get into sewing. for like, ever. will i ever? maybe i should get a sewing machine first. 

9. why do i feel like i don't have any shoes to wear when i literally have about 12 pairs? that's nuts. 

10. how often do i make decisions because i'm in one way or another discontent? simple things, like grocery shopping. i don't always stick to our budget because i'm buying something i think we must have. no good. just thinking about that one. 

11. that i'm grateful you stuck around this far in the post. 

12. happy, happy birthday, momma! i hope your 55th birthday is a lot of fun and filled with being spoiled. love you so much. you're the best. 

night night for now.

love.